Najis banget liat judulnya kan?! Hehe.. Gw mo coba nyeritain soal kisah cinta gw selama kuliah yg berakhir kandas selalu. Dan ketiganya karena sebab gw “disia-siakan”. Eksistensi yg tidak diakui bikin gw untuk mengakhiri hubungan. Apa gw sendiri yg gak bisa bangun eksistensi y?

Ok, kisah pertama awal gw kuliah. Kenal yg namanya Ari Kusuma Ratu. Berbodi tegap namun hitam legam. Setelah jadian belom pernah ketemu lagi dan dia malah liburan ke Bekasi dalam rangka gak ikut Semester Pendek. Dan kecantol cewek sana. Balik lagi dari liburan deketin gw. Wew.. lu kira bisa segampang itu kluar masuk hidup gw?? Kemaren kemana aja pas gw lagi nyari n nungguin lu yg ga ada kabarnya??

Trus kisah kedua gw kenal yg namanya Rio Naviri. Okay, he’s smart though he’s short (no offense sorry..). Dan suatu hari dia lulus karena dia lebih tua 2 taun dr gw, dan dia putusin bwt balik ke kampungnya. He left me without commitment. I asked but he can’t give me right answer, so i thought it’s enough. Several months later he sent me SMS and say sorry for didn’t call me. Hey.. kemaren kemana aja pas gw lagi butuh lu??

And the recent story was Rully Sulistyo. I’m with him for 3,5 years, what a great job of me. But he didn’t treat me as his girlfriend. Dia dateng cuma klo butuh aja, dia gak care, it’s like i’m invisible in his life. but i tried to make him recognize me, but i’m failed. And i thought it’s enough for me, I left him.

And now i have new life. Hope he’s the last, coz i’m really tired of making mess with boys. That’s life.. It’s like riding on the wrong bus, and we tried to find the right bus to get our aim. Just the color of life..